Blak

When I close my eyes
I am home
I see black specs
That make up of me
I see my particles 
Frantically trying to find
Its place
Where do they go
How do they know
The suspense is killing me
So I open my eyes
Not wanting to go
Just yet
Not wanting to leave
For I will regret
All the things my eyes
Will miss
Like her eyes
His lips
But the battle is constant
Because of all the bliss
That comes with
Making my upper eyelid kiss
Kiss my lower
It just makes everything slower
Gives me purpose without
A reason
It makes me feel
Everything
Mixed emotions
Switched emotions
Untamed