Dreams

Life is but a dream
But my dreams be so fucked up
Im not sure if I can believe that

Realizing that my reality and my dreams
Are starting to coincided
Something great
Yet I haven't decided
There are parts of me
That I have died in
So where am I residing
Beneath something greater
Then yesterday
Something that
Will with extremities
Pay 

Gasping

Been screaming out loud in silence for a while now
But who am I to blame
I can only keep up this facade for to much longer
I know I look stronger then I use too
But it feels like I am getting weaker

When I do feel a jolt of life I am rejected
My mind is scrambled
Like Im trying to make words
But I only have one letter
And its not even a vowel
But I vowed to this commitment

So I am in it trying to find my way around it
But I feel surrounded
The exhaustion is unexplainable
Realizing what I need physically is
Is indeed unobtainable

So I stand corrected
Looking in all direction
Realizing the section that I am in
Is mine alone
And thats how I will always be
There will always be parts of me
That even I dont understand
So the expectation of others
Is so slim to none that there really is none

But boy doesn't feel good to breath
When you see that first leaf on the tree
Getting ready for spring
Know that the air will be clear

I guess I gotta start all over from here

Right

Sometimes its just you
Everything surrounding you it good
But then you get into this mood
Things make you feel weird
All thing positive until something
Just snatches it from you
From the inside out
Feelings of delusion
And seclusion from my own body
In a unwanted head space
Feeling a sense of disgrace
But were are these feelings coming from
Is like first I am the moon then the sun
But it happens like a flash of lighting
I am frighted by what will come of this
So many things on my wish list

But this is life right
We go through strife right
We keep it tight right
With all our might right
We hold it in right
Even if we don't win right